Friday, January 23, 2004

mug o' jooce

My day couldn't have started out any better, I woke up earlier than my alarm clock and wow, for once I would be early to class. I got to wear my new Tech-hoodie today, and I swear it made my boobies look twice as big as they normally do, my hair wasn't frizzy, and I didn't look tired. But I spent 15 minutes too long sniffing my smelly-good-so-you-can-sleep-better blanket and ended up 5 minutes late as usual. Bah. And so I get to class and turned in homework, everything seemed okay. Next class, I was surprised with a gift from a friend I hadn't talked to in a while. It's a beautifully simplistic hematite bracelet from his trip to South Africa. I absolutely love gifts. They make me feel special, so needless to say, it made my day. Next class was interesting. I left more confused than ever and to top it all off, I got approached by some chick who I think thought she knew me. Now I know we asians tend to look alike, but sistah, I don't know you, don't ask me for my personal information when I have no idea who you are. And the guy in front of me asked me for my number. I'm not too sure how I feel about that. I spent the next hour hunting for the Intro book and there wasn't one to be found. Went to my 3:00 meeting and only one person showed up. Even more disappointing, my 4:00 meeting wasn't any better. The person who planned the meeting didn't show up himself!! I called said person, and said person sounded more out of it than usual -- but that tends to be normal for him. I've determined that my efforts at Tech to become involved and help out my campus is turning into a waste of friggin time. Kinda like my efforts to 'like' people, that also gets thrown back in my face. Ah well. So up and down my day goes. I get home and I carefuly write out all I have to get done, and all I want to get done.. and I feel tears coming, there is just no way especially if I plan on staying healthy and actually sleeping a decent number of hours. Luckily most of the badness that welcomed me into the new year has died down and gone away except for the one thing. That thing being the sound of my chest being emptied by a coffee straw. And since it started I've also lost somewhere in the neighborhood of 11 lbs and it keeps dropping. While it's good, yeaaa!, it's not healthy.. I know this so don't lecture. Tomorrow is another day, I wonder what awaits me as I walk out the door... Till then, I sip applejooce from my beer mug. yum.

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